Silent Sunday #28

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Silent Sunday #22

My Favorite Youtubers

Hello friends today I wanted to talk about my favorite YouTubers. I love watching YouTube and and I do it at least once everyday so I can watch the new videos. I know we are all pretty much addicted to YouTube so that's why I'm making this post!

 So let's get started!

The DLV (Danny Duncan in Real Life)

He is the We The Kings drummer! I love We The Kings so that is pretty cool. He daily vlogs with his lovely girlfriend Lindsey and their dog Mr. King. They are fun and silly and I really enjoy watching them everyday!

The CTFxC 

I have been watching Charles Trippy since he started on YouTube around 7 years ago! He daily vlogs as well with his girlfriend and his two dogs. He is the bass player for We The Kings. He is a pretty cool guys and he has been through a lot. He had brain surgery and he vlogged the whole surgery and it is on his channel for everyone to see. They are very fun and also silly and his parents are awesome! 

BubzBeauty

Lindsey is the sweetest girl ever! She has a beauty channel and a vlogging channel. I watch both of them! She lives in Hong Kong with her husband and 9 months old son. She was born around the same time I was and my daughter is just 2 weeks older than her son so i really enjoy seeing how he grows. She makes really cute everyday makeup tutorials.

Saaammage

She has a beauty and vlog channel. I enjoy watching both of her channels. I have to be honest at first I didn't care about her videos that much but after watching a few videos I started to like her and now she is one of my favorite ones. She loves to change her hair color all the time and I love it because i used to do the same. She has two little girls and my daughter enjoys watching her vlogs.

Colleen Ballinger

She has two channels and you may know her a Miranda Sings. I love her vlog channel because she is just so nice and funny and her family is very cute. Her Fiance, sister and brother are Youtubers as well. She is very talented and has a beautiful voice and so does her Fiance . 

Joshua Evans from JoshuaDTV

He is Colleen's Ballinger Fiance so if you watch her videos you already know him. He is a very happy and talented guy as well. He can sing and has shows where he plays music and sings with his friends. He is a daily vlogger.

Ingrid Nilsen

She is so lovely! I have been watching her for years. She has a beauty channel and her videos are always lovely! She recently made a video saying that she is gay and I was very happy for her because she is happy now. She also has the cutest cat ever!!!

Zoella

Well pretty much everyone knows her! She is such a lovely girl. She has a daily vlog and a beauty channel as well as a blog. She wrote a book and is already writing a new one. I love all her beauty videos. She is so nice and her videos are so good. I love watching her tutorials and hauls but I also watch her vlogs. I am in love with her two guinea pigs and her cute little dog!

Grav3yardgirl

Bunny is very different than all the other YouTubers that I watch. She is cute, funny and has her own style. She loves all the supernatural stuff and likes to keep things real. I like her because if she doesn't feel like wearing makeup and getting all dressed up for a video she won't and you can see her just the way she is. My daughter loves watching her videos with me and one of my favorite videos from her are the "Does this thing really works" videos! Go check her out! You will love her!

AprilJustingTv

April has 3 channels a daily vlog, cooking and a beauty channel. I personally love all of her channels and I love her personality. She is always so happy and positive and so is her husband Justin. I have been watching her videos for a few years now and I never miss one of her videos because she just puts me in a better mood whenever I'm having a bad day. Her son Liam is so cute and my daughter loves watching him everyday. Her husband has a channel as well. They have 3 cats and they are so sweet and their families are so nice and loving. You should totally check them out!

The Shaytards 

They are such an amazing family! They are very loving but also fun. They have been making videos from about 7 years. They have 5 cute kids and a lot of pets! They recently bought 5 cows! They have such a great relationship with their families and they just make my day a little better. My daughter loves watching their videos since they have 5 kids she has many kids to look at and she gets excited every time she sees them.

Link to the YouTube Channels:

CTFxC:  www.youtube.com/CTFxC

Ingrid Nilsen: www.youtube.com/missglamorazzi

Shaytards: www.youtube.com/SHAYTARDS

DLV: www.youtube.com/dannyduncan

AprilJustingTv: www.youtube.com/AprilJustinTV

Grav3yardgirl: www.youtube.com/grav3yardgirl

Zoella: www.youtube.com/zoella280390

Colleen Ballinger: www.youtube.com/PsychoSoprano

Joshua Evans: www.youtube.com/JoshuaDTV

BubzBeauty: www.youtube.com/bubzbeauty

Saaammage: www.youtube.com/saaammage

Silent Sunday #21

Breastfeeding Controversy

I never talk about this with you guys but I breastfeed my daughter. Since I started breastfeeding I have notice how our society thinks and feels about breastfeeding and breastfeeding in public. Now a days most mothers just give formula in a bottle to their babies and yes, I do understand that not everyone can breastfeed because maybe they have a medical condition which doesn't allow them to do so but to be honest it seems as now our society thinks that the normal and natural thing to do is give formula to our child. I am not going to lie, I never thought that I would breastfeed my child before I was pregnant but after I fount out I was expecting I started to read a lot about how my baby was growing, how to take care of a child, how to fulfill all her needs and pretty much about everything I need to know. One day I meet a lady and she invited me to go to her breastfeeding class and to be honest I thought I wasn't going to go because I used to work and was always very busy but I decided to call her to get the address and let her know that I was going to her class. I am very happy I made it to that class! I learned so much about all the good things breastfeeding can do for your child and even for you. After I took the class I was considering breastfeeding but to be honest I wasn't so sure because I thought it was going to be weird or I would feel uncomfortable having a baby sucking on my nipple. A few days later I had my daughter and as soon as I went to hold her I knew I wanted to breastfeed and as soon as she felt my skin against hers she immediately reached for my breast and started to eat. I was very surprised because she ate for two hours until she fell asleep. 

I originally thought that I was going to breastfeed my daughter for 3 to 4 months but then I just kept going because it makes me so happy to see how much she is growing and I love knowing that I am helping her by proving her with all the nutrients that she needs and also because of the bond that you develop with your child! I wish I could tell you guys how amazing it is but to be honest you won't really understand until you try it for yourself. As the months passed by I had to do things outside our home and I had to breastfeed in public at first I felt very uncomfortable but then I just got used to it. I always use a cover up or a big blanket because I like to have my privacy. My daughter is now 9 months and I still breastfeed her. I have notice that people tend to give breastfeeding moms weird looks while they are breastfeeding in public and some people even get offended when they see a mother breastfeeding their child in public. I find that totally ridiculous and it really makes me sad because we are not trying to offend anyone, we are just trying to feed our child because they are hungry. I have also notice that sometimes some mans would try to look at your breast even when you have a cover up, it makes me so angry because all I want to do is to feed my child which is such a beautiful thing.

They main questions that breastfeeding mothers get all the time are.... When are you going to stop breastfeeding?  Don't you think your child is too old to breastfeed? Why are you still breastfeeding? 

Everywhere I go I get one of those questions and I am going to breastfeed my daughter until she decides she doesn't want to breastfeed anymore. Why do I get to pick the time if she is the one getting all the benefits from breastfeeding and you can definitely tell she still wants to do so. I do understand how some people think that if you don't stop then they never will but they do eventually. Believe me I understand! The other day I was reading about a mother who was breastfeeding her 47 years old son! I know, I know, it is ridiculous and that's why they should stop while they are still kids even if they are 5 to 6 years old because I think it is way better than a 47 year old who still eats from his mother's breast. 

Breastfeeding is a beautiful thing and I really wish people could see it as a normal thing to do because it is. I am very passionate about breastfeeding so if any of you need help or want more information about it you can contact me personally or I could make more breastfeeding related posts if you guys like them.  

Silent Sunday #20

Insecurities

Okay guys, let's be honest we are all insecure about something, including myself. I am currently so insecure about my smile. It is very ridiculous! I never want to smile around others and i just hate it. I am actually very excited to have a dentist appointment very soon because I'm tired of hiding my smile and just because I had a little accident and chipped a tooth and I think I look so ugly and it has change the way I interact with people since I am always trying not to smile or not to let them see my teeth. I know it sounds very stupid but for me my smile is very important! Have you ever had does dreams where your teeth just start to fall off? I have them all the time and they make me feel so scared! On top of that I have been having a stye on my eye. Once again my eyes are one of the things I love about myself and it drives me insane that it's taking so long to heal but I am very happy to see that it is getting better and it's almost gone. All this time i have been trying to stay at home just so people wont look at me in a weird way. I hate how people just look at you like you are disgusting or a monster! I'm sorry I'm not perfect but let me remind you that we all get things like this and we just have to deal with it. People will always have something to say about you or the way you look so this have thought me that I shouldn't care about what they think because this things are not permanent, yes they may take a long time to get better but I promise it will get better. Don't be hard on yourself just because you are going through something like this. I know it is hard and it might make you be depressed but it will get better! Don't listen to rude people on focus on something else. It doesn't matter if they say you are too skinny, too fat, ugly, your eyes are too big, you wear too much makeup, you have really bad acne or anything else because you are beautiful just the way you are and no one has the right to judge you! Remember that we all have insecurities and we are not perfect! Don't let your insecurities define you!

You are beautiful! 

If you are going through something like this or have any insecurities and would like to talk to someone feel free to email me or contact me through social media! 

Happy Mother's Day!

I would like to wish a very happy Mother's Day to all those beautiful mothers out there who give their all everyday to their kids, to those mom who work hard to make sure their kids have everything they need and to the strong single mom out there! Also to those moms to be because even though their child is not born yet they are taking care of themselves to make sure the baby will be healthy because even though they are not born you are doing everything you can for that beautiful baby that's growing in your cute baby bump! I personally thank you for all that you do for your child because I know it's not easy but you are doing your best and because being a mother is the best gift you could ever have!

Happy Mother's Day!

Life Lately

I have been procrastinating so bad lately. The weather has been awful and it's very difficult to take pictures, my daughter is trying to crawl and she requires a lot of attention and on top of that since the weather is so bad I have to admit that Netflix is not letting me do anything. I have also been going a little crazy shopping! I went to Target at least 2 times in the past few days and also I have been buying a few things on Ebay. Oh did I forget to mention that I bought a new camera? Well yes yes I am guilty, I bought a new camera and I'm waiting for it to get here. I am very excited because I have been wanting to get a new camera for quite a long time. I can't wait because I wanted to have better quality pictures for the blog and it's also a little gift for myself! After I get all the thing I bought online I'm planing on sharing a haul with you guys. I'm still not sure if I will share a Target haul and separate online haul. I have been wanting to share some makeup looks as well but I have two annoying eye styes which is driving me crazy. 

What have you guys been doing lately? 

Do you guys have any post ideas or something that you guys would like me to share?

Things I Want To Do This Year With My Blog

Hello friends! 

I hope you guys are doing okay. Today I wanted to share a few things that I want to do this year with my blog. I know that lately I haven't been posting fun or nice post but believe me when I say that I have been trying but my daughter is going through a phase where she wants all my attention, all day everyday. I don't even have time for myself but I'm happy because at least I know she's happy. Anyways lets just get started before I keep talking about my little girl.

• Have more time for my blog - I would like to make more posts and spend more time on making good post that I think you guys would enjoy.                                                                                          
• Get better with my social media - I really need to be better on sharing things on my social media. I would really enjoy it if you guys would communicate with me.
• Blogger Chats - I want to participate in blogger chats because they seem very fun and you meet so many lovely people.
• Guest Posts- I would love to have guest bloggers on my blog and also be a guest blogger myself at least once.
• Box Swap - I have been wanting to do this for a while now. I love the idea of getting stuff that I think a person would enjoy and send it to them.
• Make Friends - I want to make more friends. I want to be friends with my readers and with fellow bloggers as well. 
• Have Fun - I want to have more fun while blogging this year. I don't wanted to feel like it's something I have to do but something I love to do.
• Attend a bloggers event - I have been wanting to attend a bloggers event for so long but I can't find any around where I live.

I know there are many other things but I can't think of any at this moment so if I can think of any others I promise to share them with you guys.

Until next time,,, 

Love, Yari.

Things I Don't Understand

• Why people get jealous when someone is happy or successful - if you want to be happy or successful you should do something to achieve it instead of getting jealous.
• Why people, mostly women don't like saying their age - why? Age is just a number and you should be happy you are still alive after all those years.
• Why people talk bad about others - if you feel the need to talk bad about others then you definitely should do something with yourself because you are not happy with yourself or with your life.
• Why people feel like they can abuse of others including animal - Why do people do that? Why can't we just love everything around us. I love animals more than humans because in my opinion they are better because all they want is LOVE!
• Why we feel like we need material things - I could have nothing other than my family, nature and animals and I would still be happy.
•  Why there's so much hate and violence - Why can't we love each other ? Why do we have to judge others? Why can't we help others? Why people think that your sexual preference makes you different, makes you a bad person? Why?
• Why we live the way that we live - Are we really meant to be born, go to school, work for the rest of your life and then just die? There a whole world with beautiful places and things to do but we are just meant to work like slaves? I don't think so!
• Why we don't challenge ourselves - Why don't we learn how to use every part of our brain. We only use a tiny percentage of our brain, if we learned how to use it 100 %  there would be so many amazing things we could do.
• Why we need money - Without money we would have everything we need and there wouldn't be hunger or homeless people.
• Why we hurt people even if we love them - If you love someone why would you hurt them even when it's not physical but emotionally.  
• Why we have war - Why do we kill and have war?  We could help each other and  spread LOVE! 

There are so many other things that I could mention but that's all I;m going to share for now. 

What are some things you don't understand? 

Silent Sunday #5

The Christmas Tag

1. What is your favorite Christmas film?

The Grinch Who Stole Christmas!

2. Have you ever had a White Christmas?

Yes I have :)

3. Where do you usually spend your holiday?

I usually spend it with family.

4. What is your favorite Christmas song?

My favorite Christmas song is All I Want For Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey.

5. Do you open any presents on Christmas Eve?

No, we always open them on Christmas Day.

6. Can you name all of Santa’s reindeer?

Comet, Rudolph, Cupid, Vixen, Dasher... well I can't remember any of the others so NO! lol 

7. What holiday traditions are you looking forward to most this year?

New Years and the New Years kiss. I'm going to give my daughter the biggest kiss!

8. Is your Christmas tree real or fake?

Fake, I don't like just killing trees just because it's Christmas. 

9. What is your all-time favorite holiday food/sweet treat?

Well in my family we eat pork for Christmas and that's my all time favorite!

10. Be honest: do you like giving gifts or receiving gifts better?

I like both.

11. What is the best Christmas gift you've ever received?

A motorcycle I received when I was younger. 

12. What would be your dream place to visit for the holiday season?

London! I would love to go any time of the year!

13. Are you a pro-present wrapper, or do you fail miserably?

I'm a pro- present wrapper on the other hand my fiance fails miserably.

14. Most memorable Holiday moment?

When I received the motorcycle and my dad said it was dangerous so he road it first and fell. Everyone was laughing after that!

15. What made you realize the truth about Santa?

I never believed in Santa, after all I don't even understand the tradition because we are supposed to be celebrating baby Jesus birthday.

16. Do you make New Years resolutions? Do you stick to them?

I don't make New Years resolutions because it's just like making them any other day of the year.

17. What makes the holidays special for you?

Being with my family, the Christmas tree, the lights and how others are happier during the holidays.

Positive Sunday # 8

Hello friends

I hope you guys are having a wonderful day today!

Yari.

Positive Sunday # 7

Hello beauties

What are your plans for the day?

Yari.